So a little blue today and a bit nervous about the next week. I find myself wanting to hide beneath the covers and take my mind off of it all by sleeping. I tend to be a deep thinker and an over thinker. And, well, there are some serious possibilities. Yet the bottom line is it is out of my control and completely in the Lord's hands. May He do what is best according to His perfect will and for His own glory. I am battling to live there today or at least visit and am relieved to know that when I become overwhelmed and crawl into bed, He is there.
So pray with us for a clean scan and for God's leading as we walk this thing out with Him and all of you.
Also pray for my fellow comrade in the fight, Rachel. She has had a rough few weeks. First a grand mal seizure and a discouraging MRI. She is currently undergoing a brutal confrontation with chemo.
"Out of the depths have I cried unto thee, O LORD.Lord, hear my voice: let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications...."
"Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’
“Behold, all those who are angered at you will be shamed and dishonored; Those who contend with you will be as nothing and will perish.
“You will seek those who quarrel with you, but will not find them, Those who war with you will be as nothing and non-existent.
“For I am the LORD your God, who upholds your right hand, Who says to you, ‘Do not fear, I will help you.’